On the Solstice, looking back (and forwards)
The Winter Solstice is a good day to reflect on the year that has past, and look forward to the coming one. Seeing as I don’t celebrate the religious aspects of Christmas (just the presents part), it’s a good a day as any for me to celebrate the year that was.
2010 was definitely a year that I challenged myself to do more with my life. Although I didn’t achieve all the goals I had set this year, I am really proud of everything I have done and I know that all my struggles have prepared me for anything that might come my way in the future, both good and bad.
Just to prove to myself that I did get a lot done this year, I did a little count of all the films, shows and gigs I had in 2010:
5 short films
4 TV show episodes (as background or featured guest)
1 short play
32 Coyote Love gigs
Not bad, considering I also fit in three different day jobs to pay the bills!
I’m hoping to improve on these numbers next year and add some feature films into the list – my ultimate goal is to be cast in a feature in 2011, one that pays me and that has a theatrical release. I am writing it in my blog as a way to spur me forwards whenever I think it’s not going to happen – if I told everyone about it, I’d better do it, right? It’s written on my altar as well and I’m starting a big chanting campaign to move my goals along. Like a lot of things in my life, I struggle with consistency in my daily buddhist practice, but I know that as long as I determine each day to do my best, I will always win out in the end.
As part of my Consistency Campaign of 2011, I’m setting myself another challenge – to write a blog post every day. This one’s going to be hard, I can already tell. However I really want to keep at it, even if I slip up or don’t have much to talk about – I just want to record each day of next year in some way. It’ll be interesting to look back at this time next year and read a full twelve months of my daily life – the exciting, the joyful, the sad, the boring. Either you, my dear reader(s), will find this insightful and fascinating, or you’ll be bored shitless and give up on me by February 1. Either way, I’m going to persevere till the very end and see how it all turns out.
Happy Christmahannukwanzasolsticemas!

You go Rachel! Been a great year and your just getting started. Everything is training for a future event.
Hank
Thanks darlink! It’s been an awesome year. Coyote Love is set to take off in 2011!